Her.

So I have recently started dating this girl Kelli Mercado. We have been together for 2 months now and for those who don't know her she is a force to be reckoned with. The girl is really just amazing!!! I have never been so stoked on a girl before like I am her. She has the most addicting and bubbly personality around and there is something about her that just makes me weak in the knees...yeah yeah yeah call me corny, but its the truth...she is an amazing person. Here is a small taste of some of her traits that I love: funny...no no...ridiculous, artistic, intelligent, genuine, sincere, beautiful, and most of all Filipina!

But the reason that I wrote this is to let everyone know that I love this girl so much.

Disappointments...

Being disappointed by people you love is just one of the crappiest feelings in the world. I mean it would be one thing if you didn't care much about the person and they just constantly disappointed you; It would be easy to brush that person off as one of those 'flakey' types. When it comes to those people in your life that you absolutely love and they disappoint you, you just want to shrivel up and die inside. Probably one of the worst feelings ever in the world...I mean you just hope every time that this one time will be the one time they don't disappoint you.

I am starting to realize that this is just how some people are, no matter how much you love them.
I guess its either deal with it or move on, right?

Maui Nectar

Its been a while...
This weekend I was on Maui with 14 other skaters/skate enthusists...we headed over for the Maui Slopestyle held by a local Maui boy Josh Weisfeld...after Darryl Freeman took 1st in the comp we decided to go skate down Mt. Haleakala...this is where it started...the feeling after the first 3 sections of the mountain was immense...just before the start of the last section of the run the 10 of us that were skating kinda just looked at each other and with out a word spoken had the biggest smiles on our faces...in that instant the feeling of unity within the group was incredible...to know that I was skateboarding down this mountain with some really genuine good guys left me speechless...to share that experience with them will be in my memory for a lifetime...

A summation of the trip...

Fucking Money...

So today I was talking to my roommate Jesse and we were dicussing how money changes people. He said the other day while he was at church his pastor said, "money doesn't define character, it reveals it..."

On Monday I was hanging out with a friend that I haven't hung out with a while. Since we stopped hanging out he went from really struggling with money bouncing from job to job to a new job tattooing at this shop in town. He really loves it there and I couldn't be more happy for him. When we used to hang out we would find the most fun and ridiculous things to do and not spend a penny doing it, ie. hanging out watching friends tattoo/get tattooed, hanging in the park talking, skating at the skatepark; just good old plain fun. But as of late, talking to him I realized that money is who he is now and its really sad because it seems like everything that I would do with him now we need to be spending money. It's really funny how people go from the most amazing people in the world to these 'C.R.E.A.M.' type people just because they have some money now. The saying says it all really, money doesn't make you, it brings out the true you...

I have no right to tell anyone what they should do with their hard-earned money but i think instead of buying expensive 'toys' maybe you should put some of that money away in case of an emergency or even just buying a used 'toy' for a fraction of the price. It may be the logical thing to do or maybe its just the Jew in me coming out. But please tell me if you think I am being illogical!

I also think that with a lot of money comes an elitest mentality. I only say this out of observation from my one friend because his attitude and ways have drastically changed as well. He has recently said some things about other mutual friends that I never thought I would hear come out of his mouth. It was absolutely shocking and I couldnt believe my ears when I heard him say the things he did. It was like the money triggered the asshole cocky-ness in this guy. It sad but he is just a product of his surroundings. He makes good money now, so this must mean that he is an amazing tattoo artist, right? So much better then these friends that we have that have been tattooing for years upon years? Its ok for him to tell people he was trying to apprentice under that they have been tattooing completely wrong all along? Or maybe blatently just say that he is wayyy better then them? I really wish he finds his old ways sooner then later. I really do, I miss the old him.

Along with this, in America now-a-days, it seems like your possessions make you who you are; they allow you to 'fit in'. Its so extremely sad. Whatever happened to accepting someone because they are just really an extremely rad person? I hate that for the most part this mentality is completely gone.

Money destroys the people we love and the things we love. I hate it.

Vegetarians Unite!

So I have been thinking...
I chose to become a vegetarian under the influence of no one but my own through my own thoughts and decisions. People often ask why, "why don't you eat meat?" I tell them that I don't eat meat for animal rights and for health reasons. I explain how steriods and hormones that farmers put into the livestock get into the body and how it makes people sick. I also explain how I think that it is wrong that animals are kept in ridiculously small pens and are just bred to slaughter or breed again to produce more slaughter-ready livestock.
They then ensue with a barrage of remarks ranging from "hippie" to "pussy." It used to infuriate me to no end, but I have now learned to be better then that and not allow these simple-minded people to get to me. I still do get upset sometimes because I dont tell people they are wrong for eating meat while they feel its ok for them to point at their canine teeth and say "thats what these are for!" I just wish that they would read on the subject matter before making ignorant comments.
I chose to not eat meat and some people choose to eat meat, I respect them for that. They should respect my reasons for not eating meat...thats all I ask.